Tuesday, December 30, 2008

WHAT IS GOING ON!!?

I am about to go crazy. My face has all of the sudden decided to freak out. Everytime I get it under control I wake up and the craziness has tripled. I may just be seeing a dermatologist for the first time ever :(





Why can't I have perfect skin like these cutie's!!? Here is Avery being such a good babysitter to little Presley!
If you ever can't find Zane, it is because he is hiding somewhere with candy. Even at Grandma's house...


Here is our cute little Henry





Monday, December 29, 2008

Staying At Home...

This is my old "other half" PT office manager! This was her last day but I quit a month ago. Here is my old desk and the new office manager we hired. She is holding little Presley, the girl I babysit on Tues and THurs and Avery! I did medical billing, transcription, ins. benefits and authorizations, office supplies, mail, hired, trained, put up and pulled files from storage, and all the other craziness of a small one man buisness!! It was great experience!

Now for how I feel about no longer working...It's hard. I thought I'd be less stressed and have more time to just have fun with my kids. This is true, however I've found I'm back to where I was when I decided to start working. I found it very hard to be with kids who couldn't really converse and just feeling like I needed more excitement (hecticness) in my life. I was getting cabin fever and feeling depressed so I decided to get a part time job.

2.5 years later life has gotten way too crazy. Sharing time with kids at school, soccer games, gymnastics practice, CR, church, work, and you know an occasional cup being put in the dishwasher and pizza being put in the oven, fun mom and kid time was not where I wanted it.

I think it will all be great and we have played more but I am dealing with the crazy feelings again. I think i've pinpointed it to some things. My scrapbooking and painting stuff is so disorganized and those are my hobbies that should fill me up during nap time and right now just make me feel overwhelmed so I watch things like Days of our Lives and Dr. Phil instead...which don't fill me up. The kitchen always has dirty dishes even if I do them everyday. When at work I didn't have to look at it and now the sight never leaves me. Also the kids are worse with me than they are with babysitters!! They fight, push buttons, always ask for candy (i think i'm going to throw it all out!) and are just not the sweet perfect kids teachers and babysitters tell me they are. Don't get me wrong they are joys! Lastly, I have more time to think...and usually things that pop into my head are my inadequacies so naturally when you put all of these together...it's somewhat depressing!

I'm currently looking for a tall skinny piece of furniture to help my scrapbook/paint mess get organized! I'm trying to pretend that messes do not drive me crazy! I watch video clips and look at pics of my kids to remind me how darn cute they are!! I also am trying to remind myself no one is a super mom, super wife, super maid, and super spiritual so I should just chill...I'm going to get there!!!

Thank you for letting me act like the girl off Momma's Boy who just got booted!!! And sorry I just wasted five minutes of your life!!!




Saturday, December 20, 2008

December Art Day!!

This was the finished project for this month!
Making our ornaments! The glitter glue on the outside kinda dripped down when they were hanging to dry! Inside the ball we poured glitter and paint inside!
After eating snacks of Orange Juice/milk and Peanutbutter crackers, we killed some time just coloring while I cleaned some up!
After reading Melody Carlsons Love Your Neighbor, we stopped for a picture! We also talked about Reindeer as well and the differences between them and regular deer!
When it was almost time to go, everyone wanted to dress up of course! I want to apologize to every mom who was trying to shelter their kid from the ever present Hannah Montana! She was the hit of the morning!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Kayla Needs...

A wise blogger did this and I got curious. I am always asked what my Christmas list is and I never know anything. I just say Walmart gift cards and make everyone annoyed at my boringness. So I thought I'd google the words "Kayla needs" and see what google thinks I should ask for. Some things I found were...

1. Kayla needs a guy she can keep - Uh oh...i'm scared? Not sure what I should do after seeing this!!? Maybe this is a sign I need to go on a date with Wes...
2. Kayla needs more prayers - Yes I could use this. Not sure it will really go into a stocking very well but very much always needed and appreciated.
3. Kayla needs a drink - I could deffinitly use this. Not sure what kind of drink google is talking about. Hopefully its not Dr. Pepper because that has made my pants not fit!!
4. Kayla needs to gain weight - Okay google...you are so two months ago....
5. Kayla needs a hat - I love hats and hate doing my hair. Good thinking!
6. Kayla needs you - Yes I do and have been trying to figure out a way to tell you this for so long!
7. Kayla needs a home - I'm content but a house in Thornbrook wouldn't be that bad! Maybe google meant something from home depot!?!?
8. Kayla needs help - I do need help. cleaning, cooking, organizing, my growing addiction to blogging about really ridiculous things....

Hmm well google..you have given me great insight and some ideas to tell my family...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Gain 10 pounds in two months!

The secret on how to accomplish this would be to travel alot and stop at McD's for lunch and dinner while on the road! We have sadly eaten here more times this past month than we have all year. Secondly go from drinking pop once every couple of months to drinking two cans almost daily along with iced coffee from McD's. Pretty much just stop drinking water! That'll do it for ya! WOohoo for only have sweats that fit you now!!! Could I make money giving out this diet plan!?

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Underwear Models in our future???


He doesn't quite fill out the Diego underwear but he's got the nice hair!!
She's got all the crazy poses but its a little unsettling. Hmmm maybe we'll look into some other professions for our lovely children...



Thursday, December 4, 2008

Garage Sale Online

http://s461.photobucket.com/albums/qq332/kaylatur/garagesale/

Please let people know about this if they have kids younger than mine! This is to raise money for a fellow CR leader and member of our church!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Watch out...I'm cooking!!!

When visiting my great sister-in-law in Alabama this past week, she told me about this website I should try. It's $15 for three months so we came home and thought we'd try it. It's called e-mealz and you can sign up for whatever size of family at whatever grocery store you use and if you have a particular diet. We chose Low Fat Walmart Family Plan (4-6 people). Each week you get on their and print out this...

It always has a more gormet meal, a crockpot meal, and then easy and cheap meals. It picks the meal plan depending on what is on sale at your store to save you money!! They send you the grocery list of exactly what you need and it is always around $75 for our family plan (which a week lasts longer because of leftovers!) It is $35 a week for plan for 2. This is great because I hate figuring out what we need from the store so i'd just say get whatever and Wes would come back with a lot of hamburger helper and kashi pizzas and that was about it!!!



As you can see by these pictures I circled four meals I was going to try and circled the things needed in the grocery list we needed. I forgot to tell Wes only get the things circled so he got everything! I now have to make all of them even the ones I wasn't sure I was ready for!!! Anyway it also breaks up the list according to where they are in the store. Produce, grocery, dairy, etc. Yesterday I tried making the Easy Cheesburger Pie. I will say it looks somewhat like barf but it wasn't bad. Needed a little more salt I thought but very much edible! I was proud of myself! The cheese isn't all the way melted because I was too excited I needed to try some before it was done! I'll probably post about this again after I try some more! I could become a famous chef and write a book like Brei Vandecamp!!!